promise made

good afternoon each and everyone of us ,

afternoon , Mr. g

nice day , my dear family

last bt not least , friends :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010'

to Jonathan ,

it has been 11/2 year , we've been dating

it wasn't taking us long to be loving each other :)

abt a month or two

he's a loving man ,

true gentleman ,

calm , attractive , patient man ...

we just fit each other well enough ,

i wouldn't say it perfectly fit

as ntg is perfect to me ,

im Libra , which according to the horoscope ,

i perfectly match Gemini :D

i found this out few days ago , my sister told me abt tis

so , i believe in myself and him too ,

we'll be perfect for each other :)

right ?

not only because of the horoscope said so ,

it is because

believe in yourself and the one you love

trust ,

love ,

share .

i always remember a confession to him everyday ,

I LOVE YOU , g

love at the first sight , i admit it is nt ,

bt after knowing him better ,

im in love with this man.

Jonathan , how are you doing ?

nice to meet you here ...

leave me msg if you pay my blog a visit :)

happy new year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, g

to him ,

thanks for remembering me throughout the trip

you're so sweet :)

i can feel it with a smile.

MR G , i owe you a meal okay ?

going to shop for you a christmas present ...

happy holidays ,

my beloved family

my friends :)

okay ?

y the tittle is not ' The second day ' ?
im just not so into knowing when's you're coming back :)
if you don't know the time ,
is'nt it going to go faster ?

fairy , how you can let time go faster at times ,
or rewine it at great moments ?

my fairy looks almost like this,

giving me sweets when feel the bitter :)

how nice ?

i'm been emotional this few post

think the positive way is what he's always been reminding me , i'm too negative ?

someone actually did say i'm too fragile
am i ?
i'll think again ...

i'm sorry giving you hard times
i do feel bad :)

i love you always , receive my flying kiss in Korea ! :)

the first day,

you're 4129.15km from me
you're saying 'hi' to Korea
and leaving me behind :)
saying 'im still in Malaysia'
why is this happening ?
you're a great , not-so-great , or bad , even worst bf ?
i probably will say 5 stars , great bt can be better :)
although you left me here
bt i still gave you 5 stars
*****
how perfect i am ? nt in everything bt a gf , rite ?
traveling sometimes can be so relaxing ,
with a tour , is all one word ' rush '
maybe you're in another destination ,
you left you're butt behind :)
- inner joke-
only he will laugh abt dat
a cold joke for eveyone , saying i'm LAME
shopping is nt the best time ,
hanging out with friends , parents , boyfriend
is AWESOME.
i had a great time :)

although is only 2km from my house

the blue duck is fat and the ' MONKEY ' is funny

NEGLECTED !

i'm sorry to neglect the blog ~

i'll be back in place again soon

promise !

:)

i'll never forget a confession to you :

I LOVE YOU , G

♥

'Penang'

HERE I COME !
G : i'm happy wif her
J : i'm happier wif him :)

we're baking 'layer cake' now
hoping for a good cake :D

more things to be done ....
...

i'm confuse

i'm having some BAD MOMENTS ,

bt now i know you are not so bad after all ...

I'M SORRY

for shouting at you ,

i'm just trying to care ...

can you just please tell me honestly ?

if you have ntg to do in the day ,

i'll let you go whr u want !

i say it and i will do it ...

PROMISE !

i'm not nagging ,

i'm trying , hoping you can study well , study hard !

i'm tired of doing dat too ,

i feel like a mom or even a grandmother !

you too owe me a sorry as you did lie to me :(

i'm sad abt it !

tell me earlier , EARLIER ! EARLIER ...

additional post for today !

HELPLESS

gold fish is helpless

can i do something about it to help her ?

save her life ?

i have no idea abt it ...

maybe i have just enough time to save it :D

or just i'm trying my best bt FAILED :(

bt I AM SURE I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST

sometimes , I'M REALLY HELPLESS

i can't help , i really wish to help

FAIL FAIL and FAIL ?

i TRIED ! very hard ...

it just end up the same , no improvement , ntg !

what i got back is just dissapointment , sad , a gloomy day ...

should i just forget abt it ?

or should i try again and hoping the situation won't turns out even worst !

only thing i'm looking forward ,

shouting ' YEPPIE' abt ,

IS

' TWO WEEKS HOLIDAYS I HAVE '

plans are :

- shopping

- movie

- a trip with friends

sadly i'm nt traveling wif my family today during the holidays ,

sisters having school

tuition is a 'NONSTOP'

boo :(

i still love my life ,

love my family

love myself

love G

love my friends ...

i'll get rid of my mood swing real fast

get rid of my stress and sad in a zoom ...

the fading smile ,

soon will be as shine as the sun :D

i promise :)

the 'bloated' man , LEON

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY ,

LEON ...

i'm sorry for the late wishes in my blog.

Leon is funny :) look at him ! last friday, after our physics practical test ...

we included the love birds, of course LEON , the b'day boy ,

KONG , the very best friend of his

and finally me :P

had lunch to actually celebrate LEON's bday ...

the lunch was great , i love the food , the atmosphere ,

and the song in TonyRoma, Sunway Pyramid :)

the most important , the quality time we had together !

DO YOU LOVE THE SMALL bt quite sweet B'DAY PARTY , LEON ?

Leon is a good friend ,

although we used to quarrel , shout at each other ...

we'll still together as a group of loving friends :)

we laugh , we tease , we study all together !

i'm quite bored seeing him sometimes ,

bt when the classes was so boring ,

he'll be there talking to you ,

abt MUSCLES , SICK THOUGHTS of him , FOOD for lunch , MOVIE

he always watch weird movies , which i never heard it before :]

classes is never boring except when he's sleeping

he's smart and love to be called a 'genius' :D

right ?

anyway , you'll be a vry good friend of mine !

I'M SURE !

happy 18th b'day , LEON ! :)

hope you love the 'sick cow'

;P

i'm negelcted

he has a hectic life ?

he's not there when i'm frustrated finding for him,

desperate for his advises or just his jokes to pull me out of my stress,

bt he's just not there !

when desperate for his 'alive' character :(

i'm down ...

i'm just going to burst :"(

how can you promise to be by my side everytime i need you ?

i woke up early , youre sleeping ...

when i'm tired at night , you're back !

when i can really see you and talk to you ?

maybe not in weekdays and weekends too :(

next century ...

emo times :]

i'm sorry abt it ...

was cloudy

okay, college throughout these few months wasn't relax AT ALL ...

homework, assignment pouring onto you everyday as usual,

life was all abt 'BOOKS' when youre in college,

and also at home !

watching tvie at home is the only fun thing all day long,

i'm so lazy to drag myself out for dinner or movie on weekdays !

having a good, tight sleep to face tomorrow again ...

the 'war' is now here,

i'm tired !

:(

i'm a nerd in conclusion ~

save me !

PUCCA ANIMATED SERIES

on

DISNEY CHANNEL

i watched 'pucca' on disney channel,

she's cute, red !

did i mention i love red ?

so , i love pucca

she's a japanese ...

i saw some of her collection on the web,

did anyone know how to get the 'pucca' soft toys ?

and a series of collection ...

in kl ?

leave me a msg ...

THANKS

how's life how's life , bebe ?

ytd,

G sang me songs to sleep

♥

i'm here to say 'thanks' ...

i have a good sleep !

:)

♥♥♥

sometimes, life isit perfect :)

today, was okay compared to all the bad days,

gloomy, cloudy day ...

I HOPE I CAN SMILE MORE !

mosquito 'i slap you' ...

today , first time in my life ...

MOSQUITO choke me !

MOSQUITO is trying to murder me,

it flew into my mouth coincidently,

HOW HOW HOW ?

swallow it ? spit it out ?

SPIT IT OUT NOW !

it is way too deep , i can feel it under my throat !

wat to do ?

SWALLOW IT !

yeww ...

i drank a lot of water , hoping it will be excrete through my pee ...

pity the mosquito,

dead in my throat ...

i'm sorry sorry :'(

WEIRD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME !

how r u today ?

watched 'UP'

♥

forever LOVE

he do love her a lot ...

♥ I LOVE YOU AS MUCH TOO !

><

thanks

i smiled to you,

thank you for everything you done for me ♥

a cake , which is always my favourite,

a sunflower , as big as my palm,

shines my days , brighten my nights ...

thanks :)

out of 5 ♥,

you got only ♥♥♥♥

you're late ! remember ?

if nt i'll give you 5 ...

still love you

you should bring all this for me,

A cake

flavour : butter cream cake

chocolate sponge cake

Thanks,

i love you

never a msg , never a call

:(

seeking for forgiveness with a true heart , and an effective move !

the.first.image.of.you.

MR. G

is there !

this is my former secondary school in alorstar, kedah.

the place we met,

the starting of a perfect love story.

i always see him standing there !

he's in white, looking like a student ...

attractive is it ?

i remember seeing him from this angle ,

so i captured it !

i love scenery , so do him :)he's looking at the sky, the same small part of the world where i'm always looking at !

in front of his class, 1a6 !

he had lunch with her ? everything moving good ?

your my so-thick-eyebrown MAN !

you're jelous

SO ...

tada ! no more jelousy okay ?

my confess for you today , I HEART YOU

have you ever think ...

how perfect life can be ?

my life is perfect as i have you :)

I LOVE YOU ,

confess to you here everyday ... okay ?

how do you think abt it , G ?

i watched 'THE PROPOSAL' today

a wonderful ending ,

i love watching movie with good ending !

a sad , crying ending is always a turn-off ...

you must watch it , G !

you'll learn something from there :) *hint*

appreciate ,

love ,

care

and lastly share !

OH HI , PRASANA !

she told me she'll visit my blog today ,

hi pra ?

how are you doing ?

thanks for the notes , babe !

do leave me a msg ...

i too love you ! pra , all the cakes and jams are for you only !

cheers ...

you're.the.best

" COFFEE "

i miss you ...

youre my best buddy ,

love you !

you never neglected me ...

( inner joke :P )

i edited the picture

he is cute isn't he ?

he is horny always ...

i just love him !

* this pic look like weihong in jenn's blog ! which edited it in her iphone ...

check it out ! LOL

your promise :

9.00 am to 6.00 pm office hrs ,

special advisor 's job is all waiting for you ...

HAPPY WORKING !

where's her position ?

i can barely sleep ,
normally i'll be snoring on my bed ,
in temperature below 16 degree ...
now, i just cant sleep !
thinking way back long ,
i remember how good is she ?
the best of all i've seen ,
where is she standing ?
right in front of you ,
or being neglected behind you ...
do you understand how she feels ?
do you care abt her feelings ?
do you ever try to hang a smiley on her ?
a smile on a women , especially her is the sweetest smile ...
it is not hard to earn it ,
with a sincere heart ,
you can see it often too ...
i'm thinking is it worth of wat's she doing now ?
she say it just worth doing everything just for the one you love ...
i'm still young to have ever experience all this in my life ,
but i hope it is all correct and positive for her ...
a lady who is respect the most ,
I LOVE YOU sincerely ...

i'm sorry if it sounds really emotional ...
hope it won't dimmer your day
nice day , pals !
:)

i wish you can be here telling me not to cry ...

bt i know i can stand on my own

a smiley

a smiley on
YOU & ME

I love you , not only for what you are ,

But for what I am when I am with you.

coffee is your favourite ,

i'm starting to like it too ...

-starbucks , queensbay mall-

i heard the sound of the sea ,
telling me : All love is sweet , given or returned .
i felt the same way too ...
- Rasa Sayang Hotel , Penang -

the vacation ,

Some of the greater things in life are unseen

thats when you close your eyes ,

dream

and smile for it ...

memorable moments

-Pangkor Laut Resort , Lumut -

he's a perfect one

always holding my bag for me

thanks , youre so sweet ...

i think this emotion can only be taken by you

i am no one like this is front of anyone.

mr. Paul Frank is always there with me !

find him if you wish to find me ... :)

isn't he good-looking ?

believe me , isn't he perfect ?

sandy , wendy beach :D


there's nothing under my ass , so i'm not sh*ting
the washroom is just near where i was ... :)

the couch was so comfortable ,
hearing the waves ...
watching the blue sky :)
fell asleep in a minute ...

he's looking at me half asleep
:)


this was the pale blue sky i'm looking at ...
amazing isn't it ?

loving you as my lovest
sound familiar ?


:) hello guys , its me


feel free ,

i'm so lucky having the chance to take this special side of him ...

:P

i'm sure you've not seen it before ?

he's not acting cute ... originally cute ? :D

the shadows , the dark part of everyone ...

oops , he's naked ! the scenery is breathtaking :]

representing me , i just had a prison break ! :)

anchiovies is what i discovered :)
brazil boy :)
fascinating isn't it ?
all of them are taken by G , the photographer.

When you are in love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.

I LOVE YOU

cheers

my feelings . my love

for you only

just leaving a msg for you here ...

i'll meeting you in 10.30 pm :)

be there

be sharp ...

TQ !

text me if you can't make it ...

returns

hi

I'M SORRY

for not updating my blog for my two weeks holidays

:)

i'm starting to miss blogging !

the purpose of blogging is to let friends or family to catch up with my life ...

am i doing well recently ?

where am i now ?

bt ...

i'm dissapointed and sad with the rumours , gossips !

althought i cant stop anyone from saying anything ...

bt ,

dont do it in front of me !

it affects my life ...

DONT THINK YOU NOE ME WELL ,

when you just judge me through my blog !

stop making rumours ,

live a life !

no offence to anyone ...

i'm sorry if i make you feel offended !

i'll update again abt my holidays soon ...

to be continue when i actually done with my assignments !

they're killing me slowly !

welcome to m'sia

WELCOME , G

to m'sia !

today, G arrived at Penang at 9smt a.m.

i'm so happy ,

2 more days to him !

:)

mathematics tomorrow !

only 4 DAYS

4 days to see YOU

4 DAYS to see you

only 4 days to see YOU !

say cheese !

I'LL BE SEEING HIM
IN
5DAYS
TIME !

MY FEELING , MY EXPRESSIONS
when i'm thinking youre coming back , I :D
when i'm thinking tomorrow is BIO, I :"(
i'm thinking of food now ,
i'm now :P

he's now on the flight,
heading to Japan ...

thanks
for the effort to buy me all the
green tea flavoured product in JAPAN !

lastly,
HAPPY GRADUATION , G !
all the best in Uni

bt, sadly the flowers to congrat you
you cant receive it !
blame the DELIVERY ! :@ pissed !
I OWE YOU A DINNER , OKAY ?

counting down to 8 days

TODAY is FRIDAY,
suppose to be a day full of entertaiments
bt i'm just ending up
in front of my laptop
listening to music ,
post something up here ...
to announce ' how LIFELESS i am ?'
exam is in 2 days time !

books are everywhr ,

but ntg is in my mind ...

only you !

DAYS

9 more days ,it is just 9 days ...

soon , soon , it is soon !

i edited this post ,

just to say 'good luck' to G ...

today, he is doing his senior speech on stage !

i hope i can be there seeing him shine on the stage ...

feel the proud for him,

listen to all the appreciation deep in his heart to all those,

who helped him thoughtout this three years in US ...

15 years old,

a young gentleman,

leaving home to receive a better education in us

it is tough ...

you have done an excellent job !

:)

good luck

treat you sushi when youre back , okay ?

looks tempting !

can you go faster ?

TIME

can you accelerate faster ?

fly !

10 days

a change

HOW'S THE CHANGE ?

red is hot ...

any complain ?

any compliment ?

there's only 11 days

MORE

[22:26:05] G says:
"there is always compliment on what you do for me and no complaint ..

as i said i love everything you have done for me .."

its only a short while

its only

12days

to be with you ...

i'm now excited for you to be back to me again !

to M'SIA ...

I LOVE YOU

my life !

only 13 days to go

:D

_________________________________________

on 28.05.2009 ,

we have dinner in Italiannies , Sunway Pyramid ...

all the food on the table just for me,

bread with olive oil and vinegar, grilled lamb chop with smashed potatoes, and lastly grape juice ! :)

TOGETHER WITH THEM

fitri

nicole

and lastly yuming ...

we enjoyed ourselves !

Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life